23.9.11

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i was on myspace & i found this.

9th grade year:

Well,since tomorrow is the last day of school for me..i'd like to share it with all of ya'll.

As most,if not all,of you know i entered a new school this past year & i was scared,nervous..and mad as heck.when the year started i was still sad at leaving all my other best friends.on the first day,you could def. tell i was the dorky new kid at school. the worst part was i didnt even know who was the good people and who was the annoying people...well,on the first day i met savanna [squeaky],she was really nice in helping me around and talking to me,i'll thank her for that.but days later,i met some wayy better people.

Months progressed and i started to get comfortable,and school was once easy again.though i think i was too outspoken for some people..anyway,i finally was getting comfortable with the new area.

Well,when i got my yearbook,i didnt get as many signatures as most people as last year,and old feelings of being new crept up again. deep down,i knew that getting the most wasnt that important,it certainly wasnt a competition,so yea,that was babyish of me.i just had to get used to meeting more people,which i never had to do in my whole life.well,except for middle school..but that was easy,since all the people in 6th gr.were new.unlike at fay.christian where most people were there since kindergarten.nevertheless,i try not to be so annoying to my classmates..[since i talked myself into thinking everyone secrely hating me..yea,i can be prettyy sad sometimes]

ANYWHO...when school was doing good..i still missed my friends from middle school once in a while.at least i get to see few of them a lot..or once in a lifetime.but i must say,freshman year was a whole lot better than i thought! im still trying to get over that it went by really fast.& that as pshyced as i am to be getting close to be a senior,it scares me to death that i will be one in 3 years.[if that makes sense at all].

but..here's to 10th gr.! may it be even amazing and crazier than freshman year.