okay.
screw the last post.
ugh.
i was doing so good. i had my epiphany & i stopped listening to all the depressing love songs that reminded me of him. & started to be thankful we still got to see each other over the summer, focusing on on what happened not what didn't.
but seeing him act different and kind of say out of the ordinary things and reading all these raw, heartbroken confessions on tumblr gets me sad and nostalgic again.
but seeing the pictures of this past summer and smiling because he is in them has me think maybe we're not through yet;
i hope we never are.