25.8.11

urrghhhhhhhh

okay i'm having one morsel of regret/sadness.



why it was stupid:
i shouldn't have left my insecurities and self-conscience of those girls not liking me interfere with my true love.dance.
it was so so so stupid.
now i'm stuck here,10,15 pounds later or so and i haven't felt that passion in 3 years.

why it was okay:
i had to quit.i wasn't truly happy. i had to find myself.

why it was stupid:
i don't think i'll ever find a place quite like that studio. i feel like i betrayed my teachers.
like i betrayed myself...

why it was okay:
why put your self through agony everyday on purpose?

why it was stupid:
i didn't even stand up for myself

why it was okay:
i guess the whole 'everything happens for a reason' applies here. right?

Jeremiah 29:11
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