my life's good.
i'm happy.
but.
i.
want.
my hair to be to my waist again.i want to be happy all the time.even if it's faking it.i don't want my annoyance and rudeness to show.i want to brush things off and be polite and fun all the time. i want to be joyful and not so serious. i want to be confident when i play my violin. i want someone to like my reebox tennis shoes. i want to be the best christian i can be. i want to laugh and laugh and laugh until i cry. i want to get an A in math.and english.i want to be ahead of the game.
i focus on things that happen two weeks from now. i just want to find that moment where i can say, "yes. this is what i've been looking for."
i want to take things day by day. already i'm waiting for the month to be over cause of one thing i don't want to do.
i want to go back and relive the summer from two years ago.
i want to go back and change the summer from last year.
i want people to say about me, "yes...girl must believe in Jesus." because of what i say and do.
i want a new start.
i want out of high school.