it's been a while.i apologize.
& i've been thinking alot so i hope this all makes sense...in a way.
just gotta say: i'm happy.some of these posts i don't feel that way anymore. it's such a burden uplifted.no more repeats or deja vu.it's like i know what i want now.
sooo registration is this wednesday. and two weeks is open house.and braces off.then that week is the first day of school. first last day to be exact.:)
which kind of brings me to one of the things i wanna write about.
okay i was just thinking about my high school years.
9th grade i enjoyed because it was fun.i didn't stress my school work & fitting in seemed important to me.and when i got comfortable, just laughing was good enough for me. but i'll always remember my freshman year as a struggle between my self esteem.which caused a struggle with some people.and looking back now,i was so babyish and lost.typical freshman i guess.
10th grade was okay.but i wasn't happy happy.i was moody..and still lost.plus i didn't hygiene & wash my hair like i should've.haha yes i was [and still] a mess. anyway, that year just wasn't fun for me.i think 10th grade and 9th was definitely part of my awkward years.;)
11th grade was...amazing. like i swear just me getting a simple haircut boosted me up. if it wasn't that then...i don't know.okay so even the summer leading up to it was great.higher things in michigan was so much fun, and that year i just was so happy. it was weird. junior year is def. the hardest years out there, but nevertheless, i was happy. i laughed so much every day and did things i don't think myself could see me doing two years earlier.
i just hope this year will rock my socks. cause it is senior year.:)
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