ughhh.i've missed you. so much.
it's too bad you're not sticking around soon.
i'm sorry i didn't try my best to talk to you. after all these years, you still make
me nervous. not the bad kind...the good kind. like when your
nervous about giving a speech but you know it's the best speech
you've ever written (if that makes any sense).
i hope you shine in your future.every last second.and when you don't think so at all...i'll be thinking of you.
sometimes i wish i was your sister, so you'd HAVE to love me.
well
good night.
ps. funny how no matter how much a person breaks your heart, you want them even more.and you want more of them. like they didn't mean to hurt you or cause you pain.